My Boo
My Boo [2]
My Boo [3]
My Boo [4]
My Boo [5]
Sobrang taas na ng story ko kay Tony. Baka nagsawa na kayo sa kakabasa... Hehehe... Kaya ito na ang karugtong at huling bahagi ng istorya namin ni Tony.
Yup, nakakalungkot mang isipin pero dumating din ang katapusan sa aming dalawa. Nakakalungkot dahil nabalewala ang mahigit apat na taon naming magandang pagsasama. Hindi ko inexpect na magkaganun pero sadya atang ganito ang buhay, mapaglaro, mapaglinlang, nakaka-stress... :)
I considered my relationship with Tony as a relationship with strong foundation (damn i'm wrong). We never had a big fight. We seldom "tampo" to each other. Shet, anong english ng tampo?... When the other is not in good mood, the other pave way. He cooked me good food when I go to their house. I got acquainted with his family and i eventually develop a close relationship with Mamang and some of Tony's siblings and nephew. With the love that I got from him, it was just right that i will love him wholly. Basta lahat na. Simula sa pagbantay sa kanya sa hospital kung aatakehin sya uli ng UTI at lahat lahat.
Year 2009, i decided to expand my horizon. I wanted to enhance my skill in my chosen field. And I know that Manila can offer it. So we decided that I go first in manila and in less than a year, we would be together. We even bought a ticket for him with 30 kilos baggage allowance (syempre promo ng cebu pac... hehehe).
Months before he'll transfer here, he bailed. He gave me a valid reason. A very valid reason. He cannot leave his mother. Health reasons.
To cut the long story short. Hindi sya natuloy dito with me hoping na pwede pa syang makakasunod sa akin dito sa Manila. Until everything fell down: He seldom text me, He can't always answer his phone with different reasons. He got sour.
Hindi naman ako siguro manhid. Pero ilang buwan ko ding dinadala yon. Hanggang sa tinanong ko sya kung ano ang problema. And he asked for his freedom. His reason: he want to find his self and there is no third party.
It hurts like hell. But I cannot bear the fact that we will both suffer in a one way relationship. I let go.
This is the reason why i wrote this June 24, 2011 post Hanggang Kelan...
To cut the long story short again, here's a summary:
April 2011 - we're through.
October 2011 - i found out the real reason why he wanted to broke up with me. It hurts like more than hell. I begged that he'll give me another chance. I cried. I'm so pathetic that time. And finally, I let go again. Accepting my defeat and savoring the bitter taste of betrayal. I asked a favor from him that we'll still be friends and that he'll still text me.
December 2011 - Everything started to sink in to my senses. We become strangers.
January 2012 - From acceptance, i started to hate them (him and a friend).
March 2012 - I realized that i cannot live all my life hating them. Pero nag su-swing pa rin ang pain. Lalong-lalo na kung mapapaniginipan mo sya.
April 2012 - Nasanay na ako. I actually don't hate them na. Made myself busy watching movies. Lalong lalo na love stories at pag maka-relate ako, sasabay din ako sa iyak... hehehe... feeling ko i can access easily na my tear ducks... damn, pwede na akong mag artista... hehehe
From then on, i decided to move on. I can still sometimes feel the pain, pero keri na yon, i have no time na to make emo-emo. Move forth na... ganun lang... hehehe...
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You readers might feel that i ended my story telling in an anti-climactic way. Sinadya ko talaga. Kasi tagal nang hindi ko nasundan. Siguro tinamad na akong mag-isip pa at ayoko nang ungkatin pa sa namanhid kong puso ang sakit na pilit kong pinagagaling.
My life doesn't end when Tony did not chose me...
In fact, I have more stories to tell with the recent development in my life... I will post it perhaps tomorrow... hehehe.
Life always give you two opposite choices: Be Happy or Be Chaka... all you have to do is choose well.
My Boo [2]
My Boo [3]
My Boo [4]
My Boo [5]
Sobrang taas na ng story ko kay Tony. Baka nagsawa na kayo sa kakabasa... Hehehe... Kaya ito na ang karugtong at huling bahagi ng istorya namin ni Tony.
Yup, nakakalungkot mang isipin pero dumating din ang katapusan sa aming dalawa. Nakakalungkot dahil nabalewala ang mahigit apat na taon naming magandang pagsasama. Hindi ko inexpect na magkaganun pero sadya atang ganito ang buhay, mapaglaro, mapaglinlang, nakaka-stress... :)
I considered my relationship with Tony as a relationship with strong foundation (
Year 2009, i decided to expand my horizon. I wanted to enhance my skill in my chosen field. And I know that Manila can offer it. So we decided that I go first in manila and in less than a year, we would be together. We even bought a ticket for him with 30 kilos baggage allowance (syempre promo ng cebu pac... hehehe).
Months before he'll transfer here, he bailed. He gave me a valid reason. A very valid reason. He cannot leave his mother. Health reasons.
To cut the long story short. Hindi sya natuloy dito with me hoping na pwede pa syang makakasunod sa akin dito sa Manila. Until everything fell down: He seldom text me, He can't always answer his phone with different reasons. He got sour.
Hindi naman ako siguro manhid. Pero ilang buwan ko ding dinadala yon. Hanggang sa tinanong ko sya kung ano ang problema. And he asked for his freedom. His reason: he want to find his self and there is no third party.
It hurts like hell. But I cannot bear the fact that we will both suffer in a one way relationship. I let go.
This is the reason why i wrote this June 24, 2011 post Hanggang Kelan...
To cut the long story short again, here's a summary:
April 2011 - we're through.
October 2011 - i found out the real reason why he wanted to broke up with me. It hurts like more than hell. I begged that he'll give me another chance. I cried. I'm so pathetic that time. And finally, I let go again. Accepting my defeat and savoring the bitter taste of betrayal. I asked a favor from him that we'll still be friends and that he'll still text me.
December 2011 - Everything started to sink in to my senses. We become strangers.
January 2012 - From acceptance, i started to hate them (him and a friend).
March 2012 - I realized that i cannot live all my life hating them. Pero nag su-swing pa rin ang pain. Lalong-lalo na kung mapapaniginipan mo sya.
April 2012 - Nasanay na ako. I actually don't hate them na. Made myself busy watching movies. Lalong lalo na love stories at pag maka-relate ako, sasabay din ako sa iyak... hehehe... feeling ko i can access easily na my tear ducks... damn, pwede na akong mag artista... hehehe
From then on, i decided to move on. I can still sometimes feel the pain, pero keri na yon, i have no time na to make emo-emo. Move forth na... ganun lang... hehehe...
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You readers might feel that i ended my story telling in an anti-climactic way. Sinadya ko talaga. Kasi tagal nang hindi ko nasundan. Siguro tinamad na akong mag-isip pa at ayoko nang ungkatin pa sa namanhid kong puso ang sakit na pilit kong pinagagaling.
My life doesn't end when Tony did not chose me...
In fact, I have more stories to tell with the recent development in my life... I will post it perhaps tomorrow... hehehe.
Life always give you two opposite choices: Be Happy or Be Chaka... all you have to do is choose well.
sana di mangyari sakin to. in the past ako ang nang-iwan. carmi, tsupi!
ReplyDeletehehehe... sana po... :)
Deletehumingi naman po sila ng kapatawaran... hindi ko lang na grant pa... hahaha... i will give it naman to them slowly... #makaechuslang